Self Examination

Conflict Resolution Top Level Options

Self Examination

An evaluation of incompetence is used to support an industry dependent upon it, not the person being evaluated. An evaluator's results are determined by the examiner's means, motives and methods, and the outcome predicts nothing about what may develop. It might be better to use a system that has not been tested and failed, than to rely on one that has. Our faith in the practice may be all that's truly needed to heal. Please see: Transpositions.

When we act out of fear to determine if there's a threat in our environment, its because we have evidence of that threat to begin with. We're scarred by these kinds of activities when we're young, and our investigations are intended to prevent, identify, and control the threats we live with, whether fancied or real. It's not wrong to seek protection, or safety and comfort, though there may be difficult challenges to overcome while doing so. Feel free to review our Bill of Rights.

Evaluation Continued

Circa 1968, See also: Transpositions (Second column, The Evaluating Mind)

For example: The tactile evaluation of a the glans of a circumcised male infant does not tell us anything about the capacity of the same individual when full grown, and results may reflect more upon the methods of the evaluator, or the evaluations themselves than the subjects condition. The response is not likely to have anything to do with the subjects will, preference or intention at a very young age, and while threats may not be determined, resulting harm may be ruled out unless growth is actually compromised by the procedure. Please see: Haptics in Biotechnology.

Nevertheless, physical problems need to be treated by physical means, and if the trauma is a learned response to what might be termed conditioning, ideally we would approach the systems that rely upon it in order to change standard practice, or consent to it. A therapeutic change in our lives results in rewritten genes. Muscle memory returns to normal patterned responses and functions, as do autonomic and/or sympathetic systems, such as the heart rate, and breathing patterns, but if conditioning is a sanctioned act - supported by government, religion and corporations bent upon profits rather than our own health and happiness, we can seek alternatives. Please see: Bodywork.

Poor guidance and direction result in resentment, spiritual disease, and dependency on drugs, thus supporting the system that created the problem by denying the event, invalidating the witness, and creating a need for itself. Drugs lead to further degeneration of sympathetic and autonomic systems and the problem continues to fester in the background. The dulled senses weaken a bodies ability to defend itself and others, and nothings been accomplished but a postponement of the work that needs to be done, and the disability of the heavily medicated. Please see: Epigenesis.

We can't always attend the meetings others go to, but the point is that we work out these problems with God. The program is very helpful for people with anger, and fear - or obsessions....anything that bothers us over and over again, but our goal is to overcome these problems. Some meetings provide opportunities for children to attend as well, but if you can't go to a meeting, you can try to work with Law Enforcement to deal with your problems. Just be careful to do your homework first. Please see: Investigations

By writing about problems common to us all like Anger, we can get to the source of our discontent, and find out what's really bothering us. You can use the following worksheets as guides:

Resentment Inventory
Resentment Inventory II

The same principles apply to Fear and Conduct. You can use these worksheets to solve these problems:

Fear Inventory
Fear Inventory II


Conduct Inventory
Conduct Inventory II

The pioneers of the Program were working on this solution over 75 years ago, that is precisely the purpose of these worksheets. By writing out what we're upset about and by disciplined practice of prayer and meditation we can overcome our own anger and frustration for next to nothing.

Instructions on how to do this is available here: Step Primer. Sometimes it's our only option, and even if we need to resort to professional support someday, we'll be much better prepared to do so.

There are suggested prayers along with the suggested questions to help you find your own truth.

Self Examination continued.

Though the step program is designed for addictions, many of us have come to believe that the true cause of disease is spiritual, and that disease results from these spiritual maladies. Lets take the burning up sensation for example. Most Modern Physicians believe that all disease results from inflammation of one form or another. If you become a target of Hate, managing anger may become a life saving strategy. Whenever life isn't fair (and it frequently is not!), and we have no choice but to live with injustice, there is no better way to deal with it. What we've begun to realize is that reporting the crimes may actually make things worse as you can see here in this example.

Events Relevant to a Hate Crime Scene in 1998

It was requested by Law Enforcement that I keep a log, perhaps due to the fact that reporting has become so dangerous. This document was originally made to help provide evidence that was unclear in my last case. I requested in my closing argument to provide documents that were compromised during the trial online for the Judges deliberation. It continues now to show how doing casework, and providing reports in general can result in escalation.

Recent Events

  • November 2014: Working on reroutes for acceptable use of questionable practices as granted by the Complementary Health Care Act, which defines guidelines for the practice of Massage, Bodywork and/or Alternative Medicine: Please see: Bill of Rights
  • October 2014: Drug use in my apartment building results in conflicts with neighbors and building management. Because they can't admit its occurring without doing something about the problem, over a years worth of reporting falls on deaf ears. With winter approaching, there is nowhere to retreat from intoxicated people and toxic air.
  • June 2014: Accused of failing to pay the rent, Property Managers threaten me with eviction if I don't pay roughly two months rent past due within three days; rent that had already been paid.
  • April 2014: After spending roughly a year writing a mission to deal with anger and frustration in our community, establishing a place for the project fails.
  • February 2014: The sound of intentional noise, diesels, low frequency vibrations and switching in the furnace room become so difficult to tolerate its difficult to work or sleep in my apartment.
  • December 2013 - Present: Smoke from the use of drugs in an apartment upstairs vents into my bathroom. I called the police, notified the landlord, and talked to the neighbors myself, but the people involved were not legitimate tenants, and the violations continue.

Events Following the Hate Crime Scene Encounter

  • Fall 1998: Tried to reach my Daughter's family, and investigate the circumstances surrounding her allegations despite the resistance to my efforts by service agencies I used to do so.
  • Committed while bringing her confessions to bear - allegations of someone she thought to be her father, charges she made of someone when I was living out of State. I've never met her, though I made sincere efforts to do so with, and without agency support.
  • 1998/99: I reported anything that might have led to murder, retaliation or abuse - County by County - as accurately as my memory could provide, including:
  1. My work as a Peer/Self Advocacy Coordinator in the Health Care System.
  2. Reports I provided to the Mental Health System during the 80's and 90's before I left home.
  3. Reports I made to members of the Church, and Mentors including members of Anonymous Fellowships during the 80's and 90's.
  4. And other circumstances of my work and history, including work that might have been perceived as threatening, such as activism, or work for political organizations or interests, spiritual communities, and/or participation in civil disobedience.
  • 1999/2000: Filed a District Court to resolve those issues and others though I was poorly prepared to do so.

Etc. Please see: Log, for more details. (This is only an example.)

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